Smile, you get to look at your neighbors house decorated in a style that you love and you didn't have to do any of the work....perfect!


SMILE!

hang in there, just have to read your post. wanted you to know I was here. be right back!

I'll be here for you if you need to talk to someone. It hurts I know. Are you alone in your house?

can you take a few days and rest and just nurture yourself? if you swung down that fast, maybe you just need to regroup.

I just came out of it a week ago myself. I was manic not sleeping at all for mo. I think a big part of my recovering so quickly from it was just plain old rest, body and mind. Can you?

HERE FOR YOU been there recently Roller Coaster time

Yes i'm alone and have no family. holiday will be so hard. Crying all the time. Pdoc wants to put me in Hosp. don't want to go. Need more meds.

Never in my life have I decorated the outside of my home at Christmas. To me it seems like a lot of work for no reason. The last two years we haven't even had a tree. This year we bought one of the small pre-lit ones but the only decorations are some gold balls. Sometimes with bp its a struggle just to stay alive. Decorating the house seems pretty trivial in comparison. I don't know if this made you feel better or worse but I'll quit rambling and give you a {{{hug}}}.

Your pain is my pain... I am with you... I wish I knew what to say... I care...

i have been depessed way down fir 11 minths. I agre with frustrate enjoy your neighbors decorations! o some breathing exercisses. Screw cleanigng up your house.. Get id og he kids. Wrap up in a blanket ech choclae an wach a mvie.

I've been ther not too long ago, started new meds and not so deep down now. STill not myself but hoping things will soon get better. keep you chin up! I'm here with you.

Thank you morgain. Don't remember felling this bad. And came on so sudden. Can't really do anything for Christmas. Looking at the stuff is a giant trigger.

I just found this board a week ago, it also helped me tremendously! I have never been able to talk about this stuff except with my therapist and people who are MI.
I was feeling just as you are one week ago - the dread of knowing you can't function and watching everyone else zooming around.
Let me say this, you still have time! It is only the second.
I was in the hopital last Xmas so I didn't get to enjoy my tree etc.
I just left it up until like Feb.
if you are not asleep now....

Thank you for your thoughts. Took ativan but not working yet. Drownding
in my tears.

Hang in there!!! I know you can pull out of that dark pit. When I fall into it...I always think about how at the end of it, I am happy again!!!!!!

Aunt, thank you I am getting someone to bring lots of chocolate. Lots and lots. and the Elf is on. Am mindless so watch mindless movie and stuff my mouth mmmmmmmmmmm. Took to many ativan.