There is light its ppl like me with torches searching for you so just shout and we will dig you out

hey, call your pdoc right away, you may need an adjustment in your meds...call family or friends so you have support and someone to talk to...and by all means go right to the hospital if you feel worse!!! you will get thru this, i have fought depression and i always get better. please take care of yourself :)

First off: you should admit yourself to the hospital. If you can't find medical attention, then, just wait/hang in for 24 hours. The "doom and gloom" should exit your head, by then. It's just temporary!
MOOCHO HUGS!
HANG IN!
Keith

Please go to nearest ER!! Yes, it will pass but sometimes we need help getting there.

I would call pdoc and ask that he check to see if there is a bed available in hospital. It's better to be safe in hospital than alone and feeling suicidal and so depressed. We are there for you, but you need more than just us. Please call hospital.

please dont give up i know its difficult. it was just 3 days ago when i was feeling like that it will pass im not saying i feel 100% better today but the urge to end it all has faded a bit cos i know im not on my own but without talking to people here i wouldnt have got through it. were here you can do it keep talking to us.x

Do you have anyone who can hold your meds for you and dole them out in small amounts?
Keep talking to us. THings will turn eventually.

My doctor is gone and I don't have his home number. I don't have any one I feel comfortable talking to. I don't feel brave enough to go to the hospital

You must fight for yourself, to get the help you need...your thinking is probably very distorted..it will pass, give yourself time.

I know you have the courage to fight this. Other wise you wouldn't have reached out to us.

Asking for help here is really no different than asking for help in the hospital, it just feels different when you're sick. Either way, you're talking to people you don't really know that well....but in the big difference, is that we can't "do" anything to help you directly, whereas the hospital staff, who really care a lot about your safety and wellbeing, can and will help you to get through this. I know how scary it is to go to the hospital. I remember the first time I went there for help, I was terrified. But you know what, it wasn't so bad after all. They gave me some Ativan and sent me home with my husband who promised to look after me. If you don't have anyone who can either stay with you, or let you stay with them, then the hospital is the very best place on this Earth for you to be. Just think of it as a mini-holiday. Breakfast in bed, people looking after you and you have little or no responsibilities. You only need to look after yourself and get better. That's all. Think about it and keep in touch with us so we know what your decision is.

This illness obscures rational thinking and makes us hate everything about ourselves.
With the right help and nurturing you will look back on this time with a certain puzzlement.
Like " How did that happen ? " because you will regain a certain ability to see things with a clearer perception.
There is a future and we mustn't forecast the worst.

I know how you feel but you need to reach out to someone. You have to it is not an option is something you have to do. Call a suicied hotline ANYTHING. I hope you find some peace

Go right to the hospital....they can help you.. its not bad in the hospital they take care of everything..like Tams said think of it as a vacation for YOURSELF..
SOunds like you need a med review..

Hi Nat,
Most if not all of us know that dark place. I know how difficult it is to ask for help and confide in others. Sometimes pure honesty can help so much. I pray that you can find someone to talk to and go to the hospital if you need to. There is a light at the end of the tunnel - it's just not easy to see when we're under such a dark cloud. I'm glad you reached out here. Continue to do so if that is the only thing you can do. But, I pray that you stay safe regardless. Hugs to you.