it seems funny almost that i am sitting here "talking" to people that i dont know but i figure it is some way for me to vent a bit and maybe encourged somehow. I am at the place where i hate taking my meds and dont really care if i take em or not. I am FRUSTRATED that i cant sleep and cant be productive at the same time. I am an angry manic, uncomfortable in my own skin, snapping at my family, everything is a big sarcastic punch of shit. the productive mania lasted for 2 days last week n ow i am too manic to care about anything. I want to get high so i can chill out and not be so intence. what should i do?
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