IM feeling so down, just want to give up. I don't want to kill myself...... just want to feel free from all of this. When i ws hospitilized........ after i felt like i was in a safe haven and did not have to deal with the outside world only talk to those who had the same problems. Sometimes i would just stay in my room, but i went to all the meetings . I saw my SW and pdoc daily, but that is such a short pderiod to get regulated. I was there for 3 weeks the first time...... Did not want to come home, I was scared to face realityh again. Didn't meanto blaber on........ just wanted to write
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