I just saw the man that I am in love with over the weekend. It was amazing. I don't think I can even describe what we are together because its an indescribable feeling. We share something that nobody else can understand. The only problem is the distance between us...he lives a 12 hour drive away and neither of us can afford to see each other very often. I dropped him off at the airport on Monday and I cried as I drove away. It took me a long time to realize (or admit to myself) that I love him. I won't see him again until Christmas and I just feel so sad about that.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??