I've been taking lithium for about 4 years now. It has totally wiped out my maniac episodes, but now I find myself feeling more emotionless than ever. Like I have to almost force myself to get excited at something. Sometimes I feel like i would almost be better off going through my manic episodes. I feel like I can't be myself with the lithium, like it takes away part of my personality :( Has anyone had a similar experience? Some feedback would really help me out.
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