with ds and with myself....do you ever feel that way? i stayed away for a while bcause i was feeling so depressed that i couldnt even write my thoughts out....still not feeling so well but i think its hypomania as i feel like my thoughts are on a treadmill thats turned up too high for me to keep up with them! my dr has put me on Trileptal....maybe this will help...i hope. the spinning in my head makes me tired! i am sure you can relate to that..........i suppose your all wondering what the point is to this post.........to put it simply i need your support. its been a long bumpy ride. I am going to a new therapist.......there is so much to deal with and i worry i wont be able to hold myself together. my past scares me .... you know like how i have handled things ......not well! my future scares me too because i want it to be better but i dont know how to make it that way.
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