Don't get discouraged. There is another, better job out there for you somewhere!

Finding a job is easy.
Finding the stable center in yourself is the hard part. Try to limit your expectations of what and how you should be accomplishing things. Especially after leaving the hospital. It sounds like it was a long road before you got to the hospital this last time. Recovery is 3x as long. Try to set your goals low. If you make them unattainable you will just be disapointed no matter how hard you try. The fact that you can recognize your feelings is half the battle. We are usually not as alone as we believe.

You went for a run today, that's great!! You have to keep lookinga nd it's hard when you're down cause your resources are low but hang in there and keep running...it feels good!

agree with Karl.

Thanks for the support. I really need to hear these things. The more I hear the less I beat myself up. I can be so hard on myself sometimes. It's almost like I expect myself to be better already.....

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