Im new to all this bipolor talk for 14 years of my life they thought i was just depressed,moody and odd i was an sort of out cast ive never really kept friends due to the fact that i was so diffrent then they were.I have always felt as if no one understood me or tryed.I learned 1 month ago after after I feel of the enge of life and wanted to go away forever and seeing handfuls of dr's that I had straight up bipolor.I started to read and had every sign that pointed this out and had for years.I then was made I had been treated so worng for so many years no wonder I was a mess then finally went off the deep end.I live with a man who does not understand what I go through just to wake up and go through a day.Im going through so med changes right now and he cant understand that.The pressure here is aweful and have debated to stay or get out so many times.He does not even want to learn about my sickness or why I am the why I am. I really belives he thinks Its and imagination thing he says well you have to want to help yourself you make thing bigger than they are.Im trying ive been seeing dr's to get better.I really think im trying.Ive done so many thing to try myself to understand why I am the way I am.I just wish I could find someone to understand.
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