Has anyone signed up to help with simple things, like volunteering for events, and then got sick so missed meetings and working on the projects so basically did nothing and now feel like a total loser? I volunteered for two projects and between episodes and the wedding, wasn't able to go to any of the meetings or help with the walk like I said I would. The worst is that I've known the people on the committee and with the walk for years and now I think they think I'm a complete loser. Just one more thing bp has screwed up. And I still haven't been able to get to meditation or yoga. I'm not getting any of my life back. Does it just take longer? Appreciate your experience on this one!
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