all this stuff about everyone being stable and holding down a job and having faith is pissing me off. i am falling down fast due to last weeks mania, plus i slept like shit last night, maybe that is not helping. i want to cry but i can't, it won't come out. the only releif is from pinching and digging my nails into my arms, then the mental pain goes away for a couple of minutes but it is right there again. at least i am starting a series of ECTs tomorrow, i hope it helps.
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