Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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Have had the worst few days since my problems started and I've got no one to talk to. My mum is taking the "why are you still in bed at 4pm" approach, why arent you better yet you have every pill going. Because I'm depressed, suicidal and not sleeping, ok?! I feel rubbish and this **** illness has taken all my friends so I have no one to talk to and nowhere to go. I dont know whats wrong with me at the moment, one minute I'm trying to kill myself then I'm up at 2am dancing to my music and laughing at nothing. I should be better on all these meds. I'm starting to think there must be nothing wrong with me because nothing is touching all this ****. I must be making it all up. I need to pick up my prescription but my mum said she cant fit it in and its so far away ive got no other way of getting there. not to mention the fact i desperately need a doctors appointment in the very least for some sleeping pills and also because im going off the rails and none of the mental health team seem particularly bothered, neither does my regular GP. I'm at a loss for what to do.
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I feel so bad for you...I don't really understand doctor availability in GBR, but when you tell them all these things like you've told us, what do they say?
*Hugs*, hon...
Not suggesting you do that though!
You do need to keep dogging them though, are you trying to hide how bad you feel? I do it without even thinking, and then wonder why nobody notices, it just comes out automatic to say "I'm Ok" when someone asks you how you are.
Can you get access to a prescription delivery service, some areas do it, some don't, worth looking in to though.
Sorry you are feeling so crap, if it helps come on here and let it all out, lot's of people will give you support and it sometimes helps to not feel so alone.
Lot's of hugs and love to you.
xxx
Don't take no for an answer and use that wonderful BP short fuse if you can, you need to be seen by someone. I feel for you so much, I've just been in this situation, it sucks d*ck.
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It took a long time to find a mix that worked for me. I thought it would never happen but it did. Hang on and let me know if I can listen. Okiegirl
In arizona we have a crisis system that will comne out and pick you up... will sometimes help you get your meds in transit and will take you despite insurance. They were hard to find but now that I know how to find em I have done so for a few people here on DS. I dont even need TOO much personal information. Few people now it but the State has a responcibility to the people living there with mental health issues. THink about it... if they didnt help those in mental health crisis and just let em all go that didnt have health insurance how unsafe the place would be... there is help and if you need help finding it I would be more then willing to help ;p
your not alone
then even when i do have people to talk to I don't
go figgure but i do cone on here and for some strange ass reason I keep comin bak