Have had the worst few days since my problems started and I've got no one to talk to. My mum is taking the "why are you still in bed at 4pm" approach, why arent you better yet you have every pill going. Because I'm depressed, suicidal and not sleeping, ok?! I feel rubbish and this **** illness has taken all my friends so I have no one to talk to and nowhere to go. I dont know whats wrong with me at the moment, one minute I'm trying to kill myself then I'm up at 2am dancing to my music and laughing at nothing. I should be better on all these meds. I'm starting to think there must be nothing wrong with me because nothing is touching all this ****. I must be making it all up. I need to pick up my prescription but my mum said she cant fit it in and its so far away ive got no other way of getting there. not to mention the fact i desperately need a doctors appointment in the very least for some sleeping pills and also because im going off the rails and none of the mental health team seem particularly bothered, neither does my regular GP. I'm at a loss for what to do.
Posts You May Be Interested In
theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...