For the past year or so ... since my diagnosis of Bipolar and Borderline Personality.. i have been feeling akward when in a group of people and need to talk to them. even sometimes one on one i feel so awkward and really anxious of no knowing what to say.. it is so strange and not like me.. i am usually really good at conversation but i dont feel i have to patience to stand there and talk with someone i dont know about the weather... maybe it is the irratibility factor or anxiety i just dont know.. i want to run the other way and go do my own thing... anyways thanks for reading
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