I'm trying very hard to get stable. I was just in the hospital last month. I'm severely depressed most of the time but other times, like right now, I am extremely anxious. I've been trying to get out and be around people even when I don't want to, and keeping myself busy. I just feel so bad all the time. I'm trying to find a job, I broke up with my boyfriend, I have a son that isn't speaking to me after one of my episodes. I'm 48 and I see life passing me by. So many people don't understand this disease and I want to just hide when I feel this way. I have little support in this area. When I feel this way all of the above gets blown out of proportion.
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