I always say the wrong thing and dont mean to. I even can think for hours about it and i still offend someone or make someone mad. i obsess over little tiny things, cry all the time, am angry constantly.I have a horrible memory and repeat myself all the time.I dont wanna feel like i am dying inside anymore. my brain runs 1 million miles an hour and i dont sleep i cant shut it off. I have panic attacks over little things. Fear rejection and abandonment. not suicidal ever just feel dead. Want someone to understand me.help me understand this mixed bipolar stuff with borderline personality, depression and anxiety. thanks.
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