I'm fed up with trying. It does me no good. There is only so much a peson can take before they give up even trying. I feel hurt, betrayed and sad. I'm fed up with life, with people. I think it is funny that people I try to be friends with assume I want/need for them to "save" or "fix" me. All I really want is to be able to have someone who will listen and someone I can listen TO!!! Apparently I am an energy drainer. I just don't know why I even bother caring so much for others because apparently they don't care for ME! I just feel like I'm sliding down this black hole and I can't pull myself back up. Too much disappointment. I will keep putting one foot in front of the other though. What other choice do I really have???
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