Iv been digonosed with Bipolar II disorder for about 2 years now and ever since well even before i got digonosed my life has been high and low constantly but more lows then high. But the thing is when i get low i get really irritable and angry and i tend to hide it when im outside of the house but then when in my home whatever my family says to me i just snap out at them and i dont mean to its just something lately i havent been able to control and in the beginning when i got digonosed they were really supportive and they were there for me and they were there to get me through my highs and lows but now i feel like they dont care anymore everytime i act out like that they tell me im just looking for attention im not its my bipolar taking over...and then when that happens they dont talk to me for days and i try to apoligize and they wont even listen to it and lately i just feel like i dont belong in my family anymore and that my family would be happier if i moved out of the house or something...iv even been thinking of transfer schools to a school out of state so then they would only see me on holidays...i just dont knwo what to do anymore i need help!! anyone have any ideas pleasse???
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