ok, so up until about last thursday, i was feeling very powerful b/c i contacted my ex from 15 years ago, and was stringing him along, kind of trying to get him back for all the things he did. he just took it, i bashed him left and right in emails and left him wondering about many things through my vague comments. so, i ended up seeing him last friday, stayed the night, but we did not have sex. this weekend, i impulsively decided to go see him sunday afternoon. this time we did do what i mentioned before, and it was wonderful. but, i can't trust this guy after all the times he cheated on me, and he knows that. he wants to pursue me, however, i don't know that he feels as strongly as i do. I JUST DON'T WANT TO GET HURT AGAIN!!!!!!