used to be someone b4 my mask fell apart. now my life is ruined and I'm ruining my family's life, esp. my wife's. I asked her if she wanted to find another husband. So far "no" but she doesn't have time for me and no sex. She cheated on me once before (b4 my mask fell apart). I get more depressed every time she leaves the house and just witing for the other shoe to fall. I know I'm lucky she hasn't left yet but I think its the kids and my disability income. I just kep trying to be strong for her but it means hiding when I'm down...
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