regret

usually regret, right now relieved

I am sad I ever attampted it.
I have so much to live for now.

today im glad i haven't tried to but today im having a good day..

regret big time

oh fazer, I hope you get to feeling better....

I regret the attempt. I did it cause I just wanted off the ride, but fact is, I hope i never go back there again. it was horrible to feel that way. That the only way out was to die.

It doesn't make sense now, but it certainly did at the time.

I'm glad it didn't work.....because after 4 years of trying diff meds.(that's when I had given up)...I finally got on a med that is working,and I feel alive again

I regret. I did it because meds screwed me up so bad I felt hopeless. Now look with alot of determination and the right meds I'm feeling great. Thank God I didn't succeed.

P.S. I regret attempting!

if i had died i would have missed out on...

my son and daughter's graduation.
my son's wedding.
my new niece.
getting the chance of seein my five year old nephew take a step on his own for the first time in his life.
the chance of gettin hurt again.
another walk at night when the moon is full...

I have never made a serious attempt at trying to kill myself--basically threatend and let out a cry for help but I would definently give up my life to do something heroic. Kind of like what Johnny on the Outsiders did when he saved those kids from a fire. What an honorable way to go down. I guess I could join the military where I would probably die, but I wouldn't be a hero. I would be just another casualty in the quest to make George W. Bush the richest man in the world.

Soooo glad it didnt work out. Even when life sucks I still have two kids and a great wife. Sunshine, rain, beaches, warm bed, etc.

You are 14 years old, please post on the teen board

I was someone else then, controlled by the major effects of medication.
So it wasn't me.I was a puppet in the hands of something evil.

I thank the Lord for being alive

Regret