i really did it now..i am so freaking high righ now not from drugs or anything just from mania.i am full of energy and it snowed 16 inches last night..well i have lupus and DDD but that didnt stop me i shoveled all day and oh boy am i in pain..so i had to take two percocet.i feel like its a double edge sword for me..not only is mania bad for my head but i actually do damage to my body..this friggin disease is like a nightmare.when am i going to wake up..
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