I have been pretty stable for about a year, and now all of a sudden I feel like my meds don't work anymore. I have a family and a full time job so I have to hide alot of emotions. But I haven't been sleeping...I'm having suicidal thoughts again...I'm feeling depressed and want to leave my life and be alone...I feel manic and want to run away and let loose and do crazy stuff. I haven't had these feelings for a long time and now I just lay here exhausted living with this "mental illness". I thought I was doing good....
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