I've heard a voice twice in the past and really do feel it was a spirit. BUT this week has been torment. I have dabbled in the occult for a long time and would say I practice white light prayer but I think something negative has entered my space. I know I know, the dr.s and some of you will fight fight fight 'It's mental illness, get on meds, there's no such things as demons!. And I use to think this aswell untill I definitly have experienced paranormal stuff like orbs, ghost's, esp. Ya right!, some may say she's def' bipolar or schizoaffective. But I'm hearing things I would never say to myself or think, like 'Whore, Lucifer, Satan, I want you, your mine, rape her, Bitch' at first all I heard was my name being called for a week then it escalated to these evil things being whispered which is scaring the crap outta me. I just want it to leave me alone but I wonder if it is a sign of illness and maybe meds will help cause positive self affirmations are not working and telling myself I'm not those things is not good enough. Very tempted to go get an exorcism!!!
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