Lately I have been worried about everything. To give an example, I worry about my boyfriend and his drive to and from work. It scares the crap out of me thinking that something would happen to him. I don't know how I would survive such a thing. If he weren't around, there would be nobody that could fit his shoes, not even close. I get so worried that it can even put a damper on my whole day. I worry about things in the future that aren't even close to happening yet. I mean, things years into the future. This is making me sick. The thought of something happening to my daughter or boyfriend really eats at me. I am afaid that I tried to not worry so much, that it will happen for sure. Do you think this stems from having been dissapointed a lot in the past? Or is this a normal bipolar thing? It is driving me crazy. I know I should give it to God. I am so afraid.
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