Clam down its ok you can find him somewhere else to sleep.

:( That stinks did you fall on it or jump on it?

I'm calmer now just depressed, he can sleep on the sofa it's fine, I was pushing it up the stairs and it snagged on a keyhole.

That would really suck

I'm pissed because I'm on 50mg of lamictal right now. I had a rash that led me to stopping the meds, I was on 200mg and then nothing and now on 50 to restart, dealing with other allergy issues which may be related to the little flesh colored itch bumps I've got instead of the lamictal but we'll see...my boyfriends calming me down I'm being irrational. I just need lots of hugs right now because I beat the shit out of myself over this shit.

Sorry to hear that heres a Alots of hugs

I'm sorry! I know how those go!

Today I was fine till these stupid grommets didn't work. they were supposed to fit together, the small circle and the big one,

but stupid tawian put all small circles and no big ones, so nothing was fitting together. i was sitting there screaming at everyone, thinking I must be so stupid to not figure out how these simple little things go together.

I was so raving mad at everyone. Then I remembered to eat, got my sugar level back up, and everyone expected me to be nice after that so I bit my tounge, found a change of scenery and came out of it.

I was pushing it up the stairs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JdLO5JA8sX8

all you need is a 'patch'..like with fixing punctured bike tire.

A couple of weeks ago I was feeling really down, and that's usually when I'm the most clumsy, and I knocked over my weekly vitamin planner and they fell all over the floor and some of them look the same and I knew I'd not be able to sort them out. But I kept it together. Then after that I dropped a glass and it smashed everywhere. So then I totally lost it and was cursing a blue streak even though I'm trying not to swear anymore but I'd had it. Effin glass everywhere...a few vitamins I'd missed while I was sweeping it up...lol. So I feel ya. For a mattress I'd lose it too the way I'm feeling lately.

Yeah you might even be able to patch the mo-fo...lol. HUGS!

thanks for the replies guys, im feeling better now. thank god for mood stabilizers...i just wish i was at a higher dose of mine again. were not going to patch it :/ but the sofa is a fine choice, i got the other one anyways

Your welcome Night

Everything was fine until....

Man, that just leaves it wide open, doesn't it? I mean, you could have said everything wa fine "until I forgot the Monet on the stove" or "until I left the transplant heart in the taxi."

LOL freewheeler.

But, yeah, anunquiet, I often do such things. I am very hard on myself, and I don't leave room for making human mistakes. That is probably why your bf doesn't seem to feel like it's that much of a big deal. I also find that in these situations, that other people tend to be calm, while I can't understand why they don't see the horror of it all.

It's really okay. Stuff happens.