You're annoying me now

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yeah really, fuck off

I just think about all of my flaws and ask myself, "Am I really any better than these guys?" Realizing you have flaws like everyone else humbles you a little.

Yeah your post is annoying:)

I think you are lying to yourself. And consciously you believe it.

Try this: Write this out:

"I know that people like me and want to spend time with me."
I know I'll probably annoy you by saying this, ha ha. You also ahve been sounding pretty horny today on your posts- maybe there is something you can do about that?
Everyone annoys me, too.

Well, Seeking, that takes alot of practice to not see that way. This is a scarey subject cuz it could open some wounds if people said what they thought. I wont go there except to say you have to want to be different and make that happen. I used to be like that and felt miserable so after many years of working on it, it came to fruition and I can honestly say, I see the world and the people in it entirely different than I did.

Shelly I just have no interest in the people around me, I'm too consumed with all these problems and then it would also open the door for them to ask about me which is very dark.

Shen, was that a joke

I struggle with not being interested in other people. Everything seems overwhelming and like its too much work. I also don't have a lot to share with people about my own life right now. I'm very shy around other people. I don't want them to ask me how I'm doing or what I've been up to. I feel ashamed or I feel like I have to hide the monster inside. When I'm seeing something wrong with every person I come into contact with I know something is wrong with me. Usually I go through a bit of a cycle where I feel aggitated, angry, hostile, irritable and depressed. I'm completely self centered and impatient. I have to work really hard at challenging myself to see the positives. I usually feel so bad about myself that I can't see the good in other people. Sometimes it feels like an Ego trip, but really it isn't. Its insecurity and unhappiness. When I go through these times I try to be nice to myself and forgiving of myself. I try to take more time to myself doing little things I like to do ...such as reading or watching a fave t.v. program. Changing has to be a desire...because its just plain work to feel better about yourself and the world around you.

SUNLIGHT, THATS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL. I DON'T AGREE WITH THE SELF-CENTERED PART THOUGH. WHEN THEY ASK ABOUT ME AND MY LIFE I HAVE TO SWITCH GEARS AND THINK NEUTRAL, WHICH IS TOO MUCH WORK. I CAN'T TALK FREELY BECAUSE MY LIFE IS QUITE EMPTY RIGHT NOW. SO UNTIL I ACTUALLY GET A LIFE, ITS HARD TO FOCUS ON OTHERS.

You sound exactly like me..it can't be possible that everyone is really that aggravating , is it? Because if it's not them, it must be me. But they all irritate the living crapoutta me with their petty little problems and ridiculous interests..maybe I've just been thru too much or am going thru too much but good God already people!

Just a questian....does everyone aggrivate you....because you aggrivate your self.
Do you see flaws in people....becase you see flaws in your self?


Maybe ?

Without a doubt D..All I do is see flaws in me...why the transferrance do you think?

yeah, Ive been quite misanthropic at times, mainly late teens...funny in retrospect.

Its very complex. For one, I am used to being by myself 16hrs out of the day. So being around others is too much stimulation at once, I prefer being alone with my thoughts and being around people in small doses. Also I feel I am never accepted so I reject them first.