Right now I'm feeling so low that I just want to give up. I can't kill myself, I would never have the guts to do that. But I just want to go to bed and never wake up. I feel like I cant beat this. I can't make anyone understand me. Nothing is clear, I cant stop the depression or the moments of hi points which are nothing more than my lack of patience. Has anyone ever felt this low? How do I stop it cause the meds aren't working and I have an appointment on the 30th.
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