With everything bad going on in my life, not working, still living with the ex.... I have been holding up pretty good, but lately I have been drained of all my positive energy and will to even take a shower. I am so tired and depressed, but at the same time I'm ready to put holes in the wall!!!!! grrrrrrrr This ever happen to anyone? On top of it, the asshole that I have been messing around with I think gave me something, so I have to go to the gynecologist tomorrow and I am TERRRIFIED!!! What a dumb bitch I am, I hate myself, all I want to do is sit in my pjs and cry!
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