Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
Ever feel like you are a complete stranger, even to your family and closest friends?
That they don't know the tiniest bit of detail about you, because all you do is change who you are for their benefit. Not because they don't understand, or care, but because you feel that you have to change to make things easier for them to cope with, when in fact all you're doing is making it harder by introducing them to somebody that only exists in the realms of your imagination?
That they don't know the tiniest bit of detail about you, because all you do is change who you are for their benefit. Not because they don't understand, or care, but because you feel that you have to change to make things easier for them to cope with, when in fact all you're doing is making it harder by introducing them to somebody that only exists in the realms of your imagination?
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
Chameleons are people pleasers. They worry about what others think. But way way down, they're angry and irritable and wish they could be someone besides themselves because they've been hurt too much.
Anyway, I think I seem younger because I'm creative and bipolar, not because I'm trying to act younger. Actually, I used to try to act older because I didn't want to seem immature and that was worse than just being myself and being the young crazy thing I am. ;) (I still bounce on hotel beds, btw)
I do act younger than 40 tho, I refuse to grow up! LOL.
I shed my coat with caution
I lack the beauty you display
See here there are the bruises
And some were self-inflicted
And some showed up along the way
So i nod my head
Im ready for the world to see
The secret i kept here inside the man you thought id be
Slip into coma calm
The coma where i calm myself down
Here comes excuses why i let you down
Stand by for another breakdown
Sound off the alarm
Is this the chameleon boy i swore i wouldnt become
Chameleon boy
Chameleon boy
So now weve come upon the hardest thing ive ever done
Its telling you that im a mess
What sort of mess i mean
Is self-destructive gasoline
The kind that strips you of your best
And while i play insteadthe way that most would end up dead
You sleep alone at home and wish that i was in our bed
With this im telling you
My color changes back to blue
How do i ask you this
Will you help me through
Stand by for another breakdown
Sound off the alarm
Is this the chameleon boy i swore i wouldnt become
Stand by for another breakdown
Sound off the alarm
Is this the chameleon boy i swore i wouldnt become
Chameleon boy
Chameleon boy
I try to think of all the people i look up to
Or growing up who would i be
Now the twisted part
Whered all my idols end up
They all passed away
Passed away
Stand by
Its chameleon boy
Stand by
Its chameleon boy
Chameleon Boy
I'm chameleon boy...
Chameleon boy...