Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
over the last few days i've deleted most of myself from here. all my pictures are gone, i've deleted my journal twice and i'm now doing my hugs. that's taking a while. it's sad for me but is also strangely cleansing. i've been sittin here cryin while i delete my hugs as i realize how much people really do care but i keep on doing it. it's like i'm driven to do it. kinda like when you cut to let the hurt bleed out of you.
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I've done that before...and then when you get all new hugs and messages, it feels like a new beginning.
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i just did the same thing......locked everything up and took off my pics...it feels so good now and i will be more careful when choosing who to let in. i just want people who care!
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maybe that's what i'm looking for. i couldn't understand why i was doin it. my friends list will probably be next. i'm not doin it because i don't like them but because i need everything gone.
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me too.
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i've done that and i thought i would stop at that. my list went for ninety something to 19. this is so weird to me. i wish i could understand why i'm drivin to do it.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
