I don't feel like I have a purpose for living right now. My daughter is at her fathers and I could just go upstairs and take all my meds and end this misery. I am an awful person and don't deserve to live. I have no reason to stay. Why do I feel this way? Taking all my meds is so easy, and no one could stop me. It's all just too easy. Why stay, life doesn't seem worth living right now and I can't handle it. Can't call anyone, don't want to. Love has past.
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