Glad to see you back sweetie

I don't think I want to watch them, but welcome back TB. Glad to know you're ok.

I was having Elecroconvulsive therapy done...hence the videos. I am having three more treatments, next on is on Tuesday.

As for how to watch them, go to my profile, they are were the pictures are stored. I will put the links here too, maybe that will work. There are three different videos as they can only be 5 minutes long.

So here is the links:
http://dailystrength.org/component/option,com_usergallery/Itemid,47/user_id,104649/task,detail/limitstart,0

http://dailystrength.org/component/option,com_usergallery/Itemid,47/user_id,104649/task,detail/limitstart,1

http://dailystrength.org/component/option,com_usergallery/Itemid,47/user_id,104649/task,detail/limitstart,2

I promise...the videos are not nasty or disturbing at all...actually very informative

Watched em Thomas,,,interesting for sure!

Welcome back.

Mr Bee...I am not sure I understand your question when you asked "how did that work out?
i heard it was an ineffective myth, am i wrong? "

By "that" I assume you mean the ECT Treatment. If so, so far I would have to say I think it is working just fine. I feel better and not so hopeless. As for it being a myth. I would have to say that it is a myth that it is a myth.

As you can see the treatments are very real and seem to be working just fine. In the video we talk about a car accident that I assited at on the way to the treatment this morning. As a firefighter/EMT I have been to lots of car wreks, but this one felt different. I was very calm and deliberate with everything I did there. The accident also made us late, and that did not bother me in the least bit. Before the treatments I would have gotten very excitable and frustrated about being late. I would have obsessed about it until my wife told me to shut the heck up.

So...no, I don't think it is a myth and would reccommend the treatments to others.

It was very educational, thanks.

She was just paying you back for screwing up the birthing tapes you were supposed to record.

That made my wife smile...

She was embarassed because she did not realize I was going to put the video on here. She thinks she talked too much. I already told her she didn't but what do i know?

Other than taping me on my side, I think she did a great job.

REad post number 9 for my thoughts on how I am feeling. All in all I am very pleased.

I want some right now! Damn weekend something always breaks and costs a fortune to get repaired.

I'm afraid to watch.

I didn't find them disturbing at all very informative actually.

There is noting disturbing about the videos at all. I know it is natural to think of smoke coming out from between my ears when you think of this, but that really is not reality at all. Truth be told it is a very simple procedure. I very much appreciate all the kind things everyone has been saying. If DS is a place to come for support, it seemed only natural to share this with all of you.