I always feel like in order to feel good and be happy, someone I know, who also influences me goes through my previous hell throughout "their" day. My sister jokingly compares it to the movie E.T. but it feels this way sometimes. Obviously this is dillusional thinking and/or psychosis, which comes and goes, but it seems very real to me, and I'm constanly thinking I'm tainting my friends and family just so I can have glorious day or productive day. Is this strange?
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