I was doing so good. Couple of "blips" here and there but doing great. Job was OK, relationship was wonderful, kids doing well. But today I find myself questioning what's the point? I can't get the support I need from the one I need it from the most. I'm always supportive of those I love but I can't get the same in return. I question my self-worth. I curse the day I was born. I find that at the moment it is just work to draw another breath. I regret waking up this morning and angry that I'm still here. Yes, I know it will get better only to return to this place at some point in time again. So again I ask myself, what's the point? I tell myself I have to live for my kids but even that's hard right now. Cutting sounds like a good idea but I hate the sight of blood and that might really start a chain reaction. I'm spiralling downward and I can't any of my friends on the phone. Everyone has their own lives and I don't want to be anymore of a burden than I already have been. I'm struggling really bad right now guys. HELP!!!
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