Most of the time, when I have a bad day I end up drinking, thinking it will make me feel better. And for the moment, it does and I feel so much better, but the next day I feel like shit. The worst part is, when I drink, I end up doing stupid shit, like saying stuff I would have never said if I was sober, or doing something I would have never done if I wasn't drunk. (sexual stuff) Even knowing that this stuff will happen, I do it anyway, because I'd rather be drunk than depressed. Just wondering if anyone else had a similar experience or anything they could share with me.
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