Since ive been dx bipolar and started on meds i seem to be craving alcohol.Also i took coke on Friday night(cant believe i just told you all that).Im bloody mortified about it.Something i used to do now and then a few years ago.It was my boyfriend that mentioned it and i just thought "fuck it".Its now Monday afternoon and i feel shit about it and ive swore never to do again(the drugs anyway).I should be concentrating on gettin better and taking care of myself but i seem to have hit a self destruct button.Ive been having a glass of wine every night but im not doing it tonight,from today onwards im having it on a Saturday night only.Had a talk with B(my boyfriend and hes with me on it.If he hadnt mentioned the other stuff i wouldnt have took it,know im a big girl and all that but i just have a stupid streak running right through me that doesnt give a shit.Hope you all dont think less of me because of this but i just had to get it off my chest x
Posts You May Be Interested In
theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...