Since ive been dx bipolar and started on meds i seem to be craving alcohol.Also i took coke on Friday night(cant believe i just told you all that).Im bloody mortified about it.Something i used to do now and then a few years ago.It was my boyfriend that mentioned it and i just thought "fuck it".Its now Monday afternoon and i feel shit about it and ive swore never to do again(the drugs anyway).I should be concentrating on gettin better and taking care of myself but i seem to have hit a self destruct button.Ive been having a glass of wine every night but im not doing it tonight,from today onwards im having it on a Saturday night only.Had a talk with B(my boyfriend and hes with me on it.If he hadnt mentioned the other stuff i wouldnt have took it,know im a big girl and all that but i just have a stupid streak running right through me that doesnt give a shit.Hope you all dont think less of me because of this but i just had to get it off my chest x
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