I also have personality disorder and I have dreams that Im back with my ex-husband and when I wake up Im relieved to see that Im home and not there. I also have nightmares alot as if someone is in the bedroom with me or after me. I have woke my husband up because I thought someone was in the bedroom with us. I have woke him up screaming from a dream. I sometimes feel like some one is sitting on the bed with me. I have also had hallucinations that my husband was trying to choke me. I want to curl up my own little corner and be left alone but I have to keep on going to a job and trying to act normal around my family. I really wanta loose it sometimes, I cry when I take a shower so my husband dont know that Im crying. I know that Im worse than my doctor knows but Im afraid to tell him everything because financially I cant afford to be in a hospital or get on disability. Any thoughts on this or help if possible. Thank you
Posts You May Be Interested In
I miss traveling with my husband. Has anyone found a specific site regarding cruising for widow/widowers or any sightseeing trips. Not interested in being with couples and kids,,,I realize a cruise ship will have a portion size of families and couples, but perhaps they also put together a part of the cruise ship for groups of widows/widowers????
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...