I also have personality disorder and I have dreams that Im back with my ex-husband and when I wake up Im relieved to see that Im home and not there. I also have nightmares alot as if someone is in the bedroom with me or after me. I have woke my husband up because I thought someone was in the bedroom with us. I have woke him up screaming from a dream. I sometimes feel like some one is sitting on the bed with me. I have also had hallucinations that my husband was trying to choke me. I want to curl up my own little corner and be left alone but I have to keep on going to a job and trying to act normal around my family. I really wanta loose it sometimes, I cry when I take a shower so my husband dont know that Im crying. I know that Im worse than my doctor knows but Im afraid to tell him everything because financially I cant afford to be in a hospital or get on disability. Any thoughts on this or help if possible. Thank you
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