Are you fucken happy now? I'll go back to being my depressed lonely, unappreciated, self loathing individual. I didn't know that when mania takes over I would be shuned. This is a nine year friendship that is falling apart. All because I was manic. Excuse me for having an illness. I didn't need this with what my grandma said last nite as well. I guess I'll disappear! No need to worry. I won't bother you anymore. From now on when I'm manic I'll disappear and when depressed you will only hear of my despair. Change you damn blog like I give a shit! I give up so you win. Go rejoyce! Have fun on my account!
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