Well I was fired from my job. They said it's because I wasnt the right fit but I think its really because I missed some days due to my anxiety. This will be my 5th job ive lost in like 6 months. Im such a loser. Im almost 40 and cant even keep a freakin job. What do I do now. Im scared my wife will leave me because of this. I wanna give up on everything t this point.
So I am training on a different floor T work. The girl who is supposed to be training me isn't. She doesn't explain anything and walks around like I'm not even here. I am so mad! I am supposed to train with her again next. Week but I'd rather just be by myself. Should I ask my boss not to put me with this girl again or say so thing to the nurse? I don't know what to do.
I'm having one those depression spells where I can hardly move. I'm crying a lot, my body feels extremely tired and weak, there's so much emotional pain in my head and I have no motivation.I know this is a chemical imbalance but it seems like so much more.It's one of those times I want someone to hold and comfort me but thete's nobody nearby that can do that for me. It's like I'm becoming a...