I am sat here and there are so many good things in my life but I have no passion for anything. Found out that I have bi-polar from my Disability Living allowance claim pack. No one told me. Have been under mental health care for 5 years, again found out by accident back then that I had borderline personality disorder. My B/f has had enough of me. My daughter feels sorry for me. I don't know where to take my life and I know I do want to live even though my head doesnt want me to because its continually trying to kill me off. I am need of connection. Cant speak aloud or out. Dont want to take lituium. Hello.
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