its been a lil over a week sice ive been diagnosed. i have been depressed all my life and that's what i had been treated for. but its been a week and ive been reading everything i can to understand y i do some things i do. the meds he put me on are really strong enough to work yet and im an emotional mess. ive done everything from scream and throw things to just breaking down into tears. my husband and i live with my parents (im 25) my mother is constantly nagging me and latley just the sound of her voice or even her presence sets me off. i just ask her to go away and i get the "what's wrong with you" "dont be so mean" comments. what's wrong is i have BP II and she's in denial. she wont read about it and she thinks my PDoc is crazy for diagnosing me with it. i mean really its a perfect fit for me. i just dont know what to do or how to deal anymore. thanks for letting me vent.
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