For the first time in my life I feel settled,calm and happy with myself.Things are finally working out.It has taken nearly 22 years to come this far and feel alive.I just want to say for any people who are struggling out there please don't give up hope.I have attempted suicide 7 times and am now glad that it failed.When you are depressed you feel like you'r alone,but your not.I know for me things always looked bad,nothing good ever really happened.Now when I look back I am trying to cahnge my views.Maybe there is a reason as to why everything was so damn hard.I believe it was to make me a stronger and more understanding person.That is why I will be donig caregiving work soon.There is a future out there for everyone,it's your chioce on what you do with it.Don't waste it and give up...keep pushing on!
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