Seriously? Who here is stable? How did it happen? Yes, i'm on meds. I have been bizarre (my new fav word) for months now. I dont even remember what it feels like to feel. I feel so in my own little world. There are brief moments when I have some clarity and boom, i'm thrown back into my own personal hell. High or low but never medium ground. It wont go away. Will I always be "messed up" in my reality. Or will there be a day that I can feel again. Just feel normal. Be a good mommy and good wife instead of feeling overwhelmed, annoyed or too high to focus on them. When does it stop? Will it stop? Please someone tell me I have a chance to someday feel alive again.
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