I smoke A LOT. and i'm just wodering how much it hurts. i used to smoke only on weekends. but just before i was diagnosed, i was struggling to go to class. i would smoke on my break, after class, and before bed. now i still smoke all day, but am home and paralyzed. i feel like i need it to keep me from becoming crazed or despaired. anyone else self-medicate like this?
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