I was made so mad by comments like "snap out of it", "you can control it", "if you only train your mind", etc. that I went on a major online shopping spree. I was so fucking mad it was unreal. I told her how fucking stupid she was. I hear this after having to deal with thanksgiving. The blunder in cooking, having to spend it with the person who molested me, the ones who would beat me until my legs would bleed, and everyone who told me that i would never amount to anything. I'll show you. I'll do what any good person would do ----SHOP TIL HE DROPS. Am I alone in this or do others feel the same way.
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