I'm a little bit better today. I did me exercise this morning and i'm enjoying having time to myself; which i usually hate. I'm tring to get my head around my new mobile. It's doing my head in though so i'm giving it up as a bad job lol! Technology these days!!! I sound like a 40 year old lol! I think i miss the way i felt when i was a little manic. It made me feel confident. As i am normally such a shy person, when my thoughts were racing i just said what was in my head without thinking, it were great. Now i'm back to boring old me again :-(. I also feel quite vulnerable at the moment - like i could go either way again. Maybe i should be enjoying the break lol!
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