Ive been recently diagnosed with a mood disorder after being in and out of hypomania and depression. I'm now on an antipsychotic (olanzapine - 5mg od) and am to remain on it for 3 months. Other than being a little distracted, i have been a lot calmer and after a month off i returned to work yesterday. However i have noticed that i have had this strange feeling, like im empty. When ppl talk to me i want to listen and talk back but i don't feel or think anything. Is it the meds or is it me without illness. I'm scared ppl will think i'm rude or boring. I'd really appreciate if any1 can relate.
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