Hi, I am soooo ashamed to talk about this but I need to know, I was recently told I was bipolar but I felt I was for a long time. Now sometimes I really don't want to take a shower. Please don't judge me as a pig. I do not smell I do shower but its as if I really have to push myself and if I have to go somewhere I do but it is really hard, sometimes I feel that it could be that I may be feeling not worthy enough to care for myself with everything I have been through I am a very scared person with lots of issues I have to deal with this being one but I am ashamed and I have only told one person who I consider dear to me just yesterday but I was told that happens when you are bipolar and I just want to know because I feel really ashamed. Sometimes I just don't have the energy to do anything and other times I do everything including showering but I just wish I was normal and its just sooooo hard and I feel it is also hard to find people that can be honest with judging you. Right now something came over me to be open and thats because noone can see me but if not I would have never brought up the topic. HELP
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