I just started lithium last week. One more drug in a long line. I cycle once a week now. I went manic about 8:30pm last nite I have restoril to help me sleep, but I get bad panic attacks when I am on the verge of falling asleep while I am manic. My brain fights against the sleeping pills, no matter what they have given me. It is so weird because I can be tired for days, and then I start to rev up over a 24 hour period last nite it was like someone flipped a switch, and I am wired for sound. it was'nt as intense as usual my?? does it ever completely stop for anyone??
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