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DO YOU BELIVE?

chrisdd
chrisdd
Ive lost my faith in god and humanity latley with evry thing going wrong in my life how can i have faith ? i was told that god would carry me thru the hard times but i feel like ive been left to rot im not sdaying im a angel but who is
sorry im rambeling im just ready to give in
deleted_user
deleted_user
It easy to blame God but it is not God that causes all the hate and misery in this world today.
chrisdd
chrisdd
im not blaming god i just have no faith in him right now
deleted_user
deleted_user
I look at it like, it's a 2 way street, when i was a kid i lost my faith because god never saved me from my parents, i was so angry that it didn't just magically get better. I grew up, i got out of the situation and by this time was fucked u and had no faith at all, until one day i started praying, saying thankyou for all the good things in my life, i realised that it couldn't magically get better, no ammount of prayers would solve the problems, but i suddenly got a feeling of peace, i'd ad to go through all the shit to get to that point, i felt truly touched by God on that day, I'm not a bible reader or a church goer, but what I fel that day was stronger than anything I'd ever felt before, it floored me totally. So keep plugging on, I'm sure there is a plan for us, I'm sure there is SOMETHING out there whatever you want to call it, and that thing is pure love. Sometimes you just have to swim a while before you find it.
xxx
I hope you feel better soon sweetie, truly.
alicia29
alicia29
"You'll never know the thrill of the Victory til you're willing to lay down all your weapons of defense and EARTHLY strategies of war..."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7H3_DCxLMek

Here if you wanna talk! Hugs~
deleted_user
deleted_user
Chrisdd, I can totally understand your feelings and thoughts of betrayal by God. I feel that way also. I have been pissed at God for a very long time. God has allowed me to get screwed in more than one way.

So for that reason I have been studying the beginning of Judism, Christianity and Islam. We were screwed from the beginning when a stupid Emperor decided which books would be in the bible in 600AD. He didn't even fast over this one.

Seek help through your therapist, that is a lot more honesty for you to handle.
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